♥ ;;Dieing for attention;; [p]

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ooc; for Sora [FINOOLA]

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im aching for attention. from a one dimention. Will she come. Will anyone come? I need loving. I need comfort. But who exatly wants me? no.one.

Ivory paws touched the ground as if they owned the terra. The walked with strength, and health. He was cursed with the Name Rupture, which fits him well. Tail limp against his rump, his ear perked forward, he walked on through the land to find his once Legend. Maybe, just maybe he was here looking for him and they would meet up. The Legend is also known as Shadow. Who Rupture met long time ago. He was 5 months, and was taught how to fight, and steal food. After that, the last 6 months, Rupture has been working on his skill's, now fighting with ease he is a good 55lb puppy. Happy as can be, with a crush. Love flowing across his face, he relized he was getting hot. Shaking himself as he walked, he went back to looking for the Ebony Shepherd mix.

Lifting his head high, some dogs challenged him and all Rupture had to do was accept and they would back down. Basically picking on him for being little. Which he was used to, and wouldnt back down now. Craving the sensation of another dogs flesh in his maw, and the sweet taste of blood touch his tongue, he knows it as life. Though he isnt all evil. Though the months of being alone this pup was a hooking up with fae's. Two to be exact. Finoola and Okoe. Which is who he loves dearly. Okoe is the one fae that Rupture would be scared of if if he didnt know her. She is strong and will kill you. Though he was lucky and met her and got to know her and knows her points. The only thing was she smelt so...Wierd. He never smelt it before, and it made him confused, he always wanted to smile and his stomach felt as if birds lived in it...Which was probably the chicken he ate....It was alive!

He stopped and lowered her head, brining his paw to his forhead and brushing it down, as it to brush himself, which he was....Brushing himself of the foul thoughts. How can he eat a alive bird. He didnt. He had steak...and a Hot dog....Thats about it. Due to winter he hasnt found much food, only the stuff the human's have, which has gone down aswell. Stopping and looking around. He then thought of himself now....He was taller, more fit, though you can still see the faint marks of his ribs, for he lost wieght after pigging out. He looks older, more....Adult like. Not so much as a puppy. He has longer legs, like a great dane, but not as tall. His pelt is still its Ivory color, while his dark crystal colored eyes. Which look lighter with the snow surrounding him. He lowered his head as a dog wandered to close to him, Hackles raising into a black shade from behind.

Her curled his lip and snarled. Warning the dog, who still slowly made his way to Rupture. Jumping onto him, and pushing the stray down, Rupture had a full advantage. Strength. He was part wolf, and was used to no food. Knowing how to store his strength. While the stray most likley was still craving food. Biting the dogs throat and shaking his head till blood trickled down his pelt and in his mouth...and of course all over the stray..Rupture bite harder, now feeling the strays pulse. Discusted with the stray he let go, spitting blood in its face. "Your not worth my time, Get out of here!"

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He spoke with a adult tone...Strong, cold, and evil like. Truelly heartless. He walked over the stray and went on with his search. Confused at were the Legend could be. Though he had a feeling it wasnt here. It wouldnt be hard to spot a Ivory Brute, in the white area. The whole field was 6ft deep with snow....With trails from strays wandering around, and sometimes humans. Though this place was deserted by the human's since it is winter...Like always. Working his way through the snow, he found the bench covered in snow. Brushing it with his tail, he jumped up, shaking the unbalanced table causing most of the snow to fall off the top. Jumping up onto it, he Fell onto his Ivory haunches and examined all around him.

Sighign in disapointment, she layed down, paws over his crossed fore legs, tail curled aroudn his hind legs as. His body shivering and his nose twitching as it started to snow all over again. Rolling his eyes he shook his head and then re-rested it....Waiting....For him. The Legend. But he knew he wasn’t in Lake of Mini WahWah anymore. He was alone with Isabella. Whom, he had no idea as to were she was. But he was covered in her scent, and the scent of himself. The human’s here were despicable. He hated them, so he stayed away. Washing away their scent. He was stuck with Isabella’s and hiself. Looking around he lifted his maw up in the air and howled. Calling. He didn’t know who, or why. Just did. He missed her. Them. All of them. Finoola, Shadow, Ante, Okoe..All of them.

He loved them as family, and a mate. But they didn’t always understand him. Or did they? Was it he didn’t understand hiself, or their feelings? He was so confused. After turning around and running out of the park, the fairgrounds, he ran. Ran so fast, that he couldn’t turn fast enough without tangling his paws. He was headed to one place. The Beach. The sun was gone, and the moon was up. The only light in the area. Rupture had a feeling it was because some bulbs blew out and no one wants to fix them. HE ran to the shore line, waiting. Standing. His paws were ripped, and they hurt like hell. Blood seeped out of the raw pads. HE wanted loving. He wanted attention. He wanted a fae. He wanted….Life. HE was so alone, and confused. He was somewhere new. No one here knew him.

He left his family and such behind. Not willingly. His sister begged him to. She lived her all her life, but he had to leave Finoola when she needed him. Leave Okoe, who was going back to Lake Mini WahWah the next night. Leave Ante, his little sister. Leave Shadow, his father. But now, now he wanted someone to call his name. Someone who wants him. But he had no idea who would wan thim. HE wanted her. At this moment, he needed Finoola. Not Okoe, Not Ante, Shadow, Isabella. Her. Why? She was the only one who seemed to care. Till she got hit by a car. She was the only one who gave him a bit of hope. But he didn’t undersand it. Never did. Till now.

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[SORA ;;]

FINOOLA

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

Why did I even come here? She asked herself, letting out a low growl. She knew the answer, she was just too stubborn to admit it. She needed Rupture. When he left her, she realized for the first time, that she needed him. She couldn't live without him. She was in love with him, and just barely beginning to come to terms with it. When he left, it broke her heart. Again. Was that all he did? Break her heart? It seemed like it an awful lot.

Everything about him, she loved. How messed up he was, just like her. His imperfections made him... perfect, in her eyes. And she missed him desprately. He hadn't told her where he was going, but she managed to ask around and find out. Her cast was off, now, and she could walk again. And her scars had been fixed up, too.

She had managed to track him this far, to a beach, but she still couldn't catch sight of him. Sighing, she sat down on her haunches and licked her forepaw, grimacing as the sand got into her mouth. Snorting slightly, she spat the sand out onto the ground. Disgusting. She hated the beach. Hated the sand.

Catching a flash of white out of the corner of her eye, she practically jumped up. It couldn't be him! Running towards the dog, she slowed down as she reached ten feet from the brute. It was him! Instantly, images and memories flooded her mind. Some where making her want to cry, and others made her want to laugh.

When they first met. She had intruded on his land, but he didn't chase her out, only scolded her for growling at the human boys whom tried touching her. He had gotten food for her. Cared for her... Like he always had. Fed her. Made her not hungry anymore. She told him about her scar, he about his. They bonded instantly. It was when she fell in love.

When she tried to kill herself. She met that shepep dog, almost didn't do it- Until Rupture showed up. He had no idea what was wrong, and he begged her not to jump out into the highway, but she ignored him, and ended up breaking her back leg. He called her stupid, and left. If it weren't for the humans that had helped her, she would have died. She wanted to. It was when she fell out of love with him.

When they met in the alleys. He acted as if there was nothing that happened between them, and she ran off on him. A man grabbed her leg, and she bit him. Then they just started beating her, senselessly. She almost died, again, but this time, Rupture saved her. Cared for her.

And here h was. She was scared, to say in the least. R...Rupture? She whispered, voice tightened. She walked forward, wagging her tail weakly. Is that you? She asked. Talk about karma, right? She was looking for him, wishing he was there, and there he was. Freaky.

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

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Wind blew through his pelt. Water rushed up to his paws. Making them sting even more as they hit his open scratches on paw pads. Tail limp against his rump, his hackles flat against his spine, till the wind swept around him. Fluffing them upward. But with the wind came a familiar smell. Then it carried a voice. He didn’t look at her. The fae. Just smiled. Looking down at his paws. As the water came up again, and left again. ”That would be me.” he was scared. For once in his life. Scared of her. Finoola.

He knew it was her, and wanted to embrace her. But couldn’t get himself to move. She was covered in scents, and nothing was more over powering than her own scent. She was so mature. Her tone sexy and fluent. He moved his eyes to the corner of them and looked at her. Without moving his head. She was doing well, from the angle he had. Her cast was off, and such. He smiled even more. She is ok. She is alright. He worried about her. After leaving when she needed him.

When he needed her, she was there. And he left. He always left, running from the feeling he feared most. After loving Okoe, and almost dieing, he was afraid to admit that he loved Finoola as well. The dog that later on, he almost died for as well. He ran in front of the car after her. But he was to late. To late, like always.

But what was going through her mind? Did she not see him sacrifice his self? Is that why she just laid there? Did she not believe him when he said he loved her? Did she hear him? He finally turned his head after noting that the sun wasn’t coming up. He turned his body to face her, and then walked to her. That distance she left. He didn’t stop. He pressed his chest against hers, wrapping his head around her neck. Rasping his salmon spotted tongue over her black scruff. His tail still against his rump. He didn’t wag. Never has. Not once did he remember he wagged his tail…Only twitch.

But after feeling her warmth, and her heart against his, his tail moved from his haunches out to the tip of his tail. Wagged back and forth. His ears back against his skull. In happiness of course. He wanted to talk, but savored the moment in piece and love. He wanted to feel her against him, and waited for her to talk instead.

[SORA ;;]

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim, And it cut me like a knife, When you walked out of my life, Now i'm, in this condition, And i've, got all the symptoms, Of a girl with a broken heart, But no matter what you'll never see me cry.

Watching him smile made a grin spread across Finoola's maw, but faded as he refused to look at her. Instead he chose to stare at his forepaws. Whimpering softly to herself, she wondered what she had done wrong in the three seconds she had seen him. She flicked her ear nervously, shifting from paw to paw in an anxious manerrism.

As he finaly glanced up, from the corners of his light blue eyes, she stared back at him. She hadn't seen him in months, and he was better off... His scars all finished with, meaning they weren't wounds anymore. He didn't have any bloodstains, for once. She smiled back as he grinned at her. His voice was definately deaper, too. It was strange- they'd meet up, he'd ditch her for months at a time, and then she'd find him again, or he'd find her.

She had always been there for him. It was always he who left her. For another fea, sometimes, or another home, in this case. But she wasn't mad; just hurt. She didn't understand. He couldn't have two feas at the same time, but she didn't have the heart to make him choose, because she knew he'd choose Okoe. Just the thought of her name made Finoola's throat tighten up angrily.

As he came closer, she leaned against him as he pushed his chest against hers, resting her forehead against his neck as he wrapped his head around hers. She shut her eyes, burying her face in his neck scruff as he licked her scruff.

I love you too, Rupture. She murmered, replying to what he said for so many months ago. Finoola pulled away slowly and looked at him, just staring at him.

Did it happen when we first kissed, Cause it's hurting me to let it go, Maybe cause we spent so much time, And I know that it's no more, I shoulda never let you hold me baby, Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart, I didn't give to you on purpose, Gotta figure out how you stole my heart.

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As she pulled away, he didn’t know why. But he let her go. Sadly, he didn’t know why. A low whimper formed in his throat and then spit out his maw making his lips move a little. His ears went tight against his skull. But poped up into the air as she spoke. ”Im sorry. Finny.” He gave her a new nickname. Nothing like Okoe’s. Nothing to remind him of her. She left him. She said one thing and did another. He hated her for that. When he needed her, again, she left.

Saying she will catch up with him. Ya right. It would be him who found her. Like always. But Finny, Finny was always there. HE was the Okoe, and she was the Rupture. He left her, and she found him. He was running from something that was healthier for him and with Okoe. HE had a feeling his sister’s would like Finny over Okoe anyways. Because he was never to the point of death for her. Just pain and agony from his heart.

”Would you….Umm. If you don’t want to, I wont stop loving you. I will always love you, because that’s how I am. But I want. I would love to…..Umm…Do you….Have….Want…Mate…” He jumbled all the words together. His tail hid between his legs as he fell on his haunches, sticking up against his underbelly as he was scared. He wanted to be her mate. Her to be his mate. But he didn’t know how to ask her. Afraid he would mess it up, or Okoe would come back and hurt her. Or Isabella wouldn’t like her. But then thinking about it. He didn’t care what they thought. He loved Finny, and that’s all that matters. At least at the moment.

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My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

As he spoke, tripping over his words, she leaned forward and let her pink tounge rasp over his nose in response. She loved him... She just didn't want her heart to get broken again. What if he decided to just... leave? Again he would hurt her. She coldn't be able to take this again, and would probabaly have no choice but to leave him if he did. Stop chasing after him. Stop hoping that things would be different next time.

Promise you won't leave me? She stared. No matter what? She questioned, eyes shining and wide. Hanging on his every word, she leaned her forehead against his shoulder affectionately. She was so in love with him. Finoola noted that he didn't call her Ola... She would have been hurt by that if he did. She wanted to never have to think about... Okoe... again.

She nuzzled her face into his neck fur, leaning her chest against his again.

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

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He felt her words and it kinda felt like a kick in the stomach. But she was right. That was all he did. Was leave. Run from her. Scared. But he wasn’t scared anymore. He was stronger and more sure of anything. ”Be my mate Finny. Please. I cant do much without you. I always end up running my mind over our moments, You. I cant get you out of my mind, and I cant keep running from my real feeling. I was scared to love you, because I didn’t think it was right loving more than one fae. But it wasn’t love with okoe."

"I don’t know what it was, but I almost died, and after telling her everything, she still turned and left. Instead, you always stuck around, and I was the Okoe. I was the one running every time. Please, Forgive me of my stupidity, and accepted me now. Accept me for our future’s. I love you so much, and I don’t know what to do if I didn’t ask you to be my mate now." He explained.

He wasnt asking for an accuse, but letting her know his feelings and why he left. He didnt want to hurt her. Yet, attempting not to hurt her he did. And he felt really bad. But after a night without anyone but Isabella, he realized how much he needed her, Finny. Not Okoe, Not any other fae. Her. "Promise." Answering her questions with one word. He cant leave her again, he will go insane. He will kill, rape...He would die. Like she did for him.

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How did I get here with you, i'll never know. I never meant to let it get so, personal. After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you. I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know And I won't let it show. You won't see me cry

Okay, Rupture. I'll be your mate... She breathed, rasping hers tounge over his white nose. I love you... Finoola looked into his eyes unable to look away. She listened to him talk, and twitched her ear.

I understand. I forgive you. She murmered, pressing her nose toh is for a second before pulling away and watching for his reaction. She was so in love with him it almost scared her. Almost. She eflt triumpth, slightly. She had won, in a sick twisted way. Beat Okoe at her own game. And she was loving it.

Loving him. She couldn't lie to him. She loved him.

This time was different. Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife. When you walked out of my life. Now i'm, in this condition. And i've, got all the symptoms. Of a girl with a broken heart. But no matter what you'll never see me cry.

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What do you think of Pups Rupture? Not sure. You? No...Ask He wanted to know. Wanted to know how she felt. Arguing with himself about did he really want pups? "I dont mind. But I have to get it out there Finny. What do you think about pups?" His tail still wagging side to side. He loved feeling her against him.

He was reading her expression as she pulled away. She was smirking and he didnt know for what. "Why are you smirking, Babe?" He wanted to know. Knowing her greedy self, he could read it slightly. But he was happy. Knowing she was his. All his, and he wouldnt have to be alont again.

"You need to meet my sister. Isabella Josie. Some other time. I want to be alone with you right now." He said looking up at the moon again. He pawed the ground a little bit, making sure he was still at the beach adn still alive. He was, and it made him smile a great smile. His great fangs showing and shining in the moonlight.

[SORA ;;]

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

As he questioned her, she hesitated then shrugged. I've never really thought about it before... I guess I'd be okay with it. Finoola replied, looking into his eyes again. She could just get lost in them. They were the exact same color as hers, so it was as if she was looking into the mirror.

As he spoke again, she josteled out of her thoughts. What? Oh, just thinking about how lucky I am. She said, grinning at him. She felt like a child on christmas morning. She knew she probabaly looked like an idiot smilign like this, but she didn't care and coldn't help it if she tried.

Sister? Okay.. She hadn't known he had a sister. But Finoola agreed- she wanted to be alone with him right now.

All my life...

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He stood there next to her. But he circled her a few times. licking her all over. "Are you sure?" because when they did this there was no turning back. He knew it and was worried she would want it after noting that. He pictured three pups. One like her, one like him, and one like the both of them. All cute, fluffy, and nice to be around.

He wanted them so badly with he. And he realized he never felt like this with Okoe, sure he had a split moment of thought and then it quickly faded. Now, he was deep in thought and planned everything. Finny would be his first lover, and first mate. She was a lucky girl in his thoughts.

Falling behind her, and standing over her a little, his fore arms landed in front of her thighs. He was careful not to squeeze, remembering her leg was broken. It may be healed but he didnt want to hurt her at all. He wanted this to be warming, happy, and always remembered.

He wrapped around her as he reared up some more. He waited for her expression, or comments. If she wasnt ready, he didnt have her hard enough, she could wiggle away. HE wouldnt be hurt or upset. He would wait. He would.

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Finoola didn't even hesitate. She nodded, stretching her head back and licking him on the cheek. She faced forward, letting him do whatever he wanted. It was sort of scary for her, since she never let anyone do this to her before. She had never been in love. She took a deep breath and relaxed. She trusted Rupture with her life.

She did want pups. Just not.. bratty ones. Sweet, adorable, fluffy ones. Finoola knew this probabaly wouldn't end up that way, but she could dream, couldn't she? Yes. She could. Besides, she could live with brats.

Finny shifted her weight so it was easier for him, ears pinned to the back of her head. She was relaxed, but her ears still wouldn't move back.

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Feeling her settled he squeezed a good steady squeeze. He didnt hurt her, hopefully. Tail up a little and out of the way, he pulled his ears back, seeing no one around to fight off, he started thrusting. He was slow and steady. Getting the hang of it, and waiting for her response. Then after a few seconds that felt like hours, he went a little faster. He kept picturing different pups, and hoped they all were fit. He wanted to have a bunch, but yet only wanted three.

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Wincing slightly, but careful not to let her see, she looked ahead. She didn't really like it, to tell the truth. Finoola would just grin and bear it, though, if she wanted any pups of her own. Which she did. Desprately.

A few months ago, she had been so desprate that she almost let herself go to the Town Hall in hopes of getting force breeded. Biting her lip just at the memory, she looked at her feet.

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Thrusting a few more times, he soon slowed down and slide off. Shaking his pelt and licking her rump a few times before moving to her hip and shoulder and head. He licked her all over, before flopping down and licking himself. Few strokes he let his leg fall and waited. Looking around it was dark. But he wanted to be with her. He need loving, and the itch he had so badly, was solved. For now.